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wow, it's been more than a year since i've posted, life is getting harder. i got more depressed about my condition, my seborrheic and contact dermatitis has gotten worse. god just seems to love giving me incurable skin conditions that make my life harder!
my boyfriend broke up with me 15 days ago, we were only together for 10 days. it was so short, yet i felt so happy in those 10 days. i thought we would be together for a long time, that everything would work out.
life is a painful lie. it hurts. i dont wanna do this anymore.
i itch my skin, i only ever stopped when he told me not to because i knew he truly cared unlike everyone else. they just say it for the sake of it. i hate this. i don't wanna do this anymore.
i don't feel like writing properly sometimes, that's why i love my bearblog even though i haven't posted in ages. i forgot about it until today, a sudden thought came into my head and i felt like getting out all of my emotions and i remembered my bearblog.
i probably won't find my soulmate for a long time. i just wanna be happy but i dont know how to tell huim about all my conditions, would he accept me? i don't want kids, i dont like going outside unless i feel happy. life is so confusing, even if i find someone would they wanna stay with me up until the end? i don't know anymore.
goodbye for now, ill try post more often, but thank you and have a nice day